fear

I was waiting for the bus, it was about two am, it was lonely, cold, you could only hear the train, no one else but me. Then I listen a huge scream, I was so scared that i started running away from the station, but then i see it, a man trying to get advantage of a lady. I was so scared, I could hear the woman asking for help but what could I do?

Since that day I was in shock, nightmares all night long, no other image, I couldn't take the woman's face out of my mind, not even the devil man's face. I hate him so much.. I constantly ask my self what happen to her, is she ok? the police caught the pervert?, it was too much for me. I didn't even took the bus since then.

Days passed, my mom tried any kind of therapy to animate me, I was so in shock, I blamed my self because I didnt help her, what if that woman was me, what if she die and i did not do anything to stop it. The news was full of violations no good news not nothing, I hate life!
that was my phrase.

I didnt got near any boy I was so mad with them, i was acting femminist and generalizing all man as the same and I didnt like to spend time with my friends, not anymore. Until one day as i was watching the news I saw the woman on tv! the same of the station! she was saying her bad event, and that we do not need to be afraid we need to denounce, and she did it and his agressor was caught.

She said that she had a campaign for this kinds of events and that with this experience she learn to valorate life, becuase she said she hated it before, I was so motivated by her, that i think this whole experience was for me to be aware but also to love life and know that a good and bad would always exist.